Monday, May 22, 2006

What's Got Ice Cream Got To Do with Boring

With one scope of "Doubly Dutsche" Ice Cream my boredome will ease down. Nothing. Just got into my mind. At this moment, I'm not really feeling any hunger inside my calloused stomach.

I feel surreal just writing this. What has art got to do with all of my humanly needs that couldn't be infiltrated by any point of wisdom? Do you understand what I'm saying? Well, I guess you might not.

What is hunger anyways? Is it the time when you feel a need to be fed? Is feeding the only way to ease down hunger? Or what does hunger really mean?

Does hunger mean a lot of things to you? What do you hunger for? Do you hunger for love? Do you hunger for peace? Do you hunger for knowledge?

Hmmph... I don't know. I tasted Ice Cream a few minutes ago. I thought it would ease my boredome. But it did not. What a very disappointing experience.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Dynamically Stupid

How do you explain dynamic stupidity? Is it something that's beyond repair by your own soul? Is this the result of non-sensical choices that we make and affect our life?

Stupidity is something that we need to distuinguish. Is this a common character of human beings? I have yet to succumb to the intellectuality of the subject. I believe the topic is something that is uncalled for.

Sensibility can't even overcome minor mistakes or choices that we made. Thus, subliminically, there's this part of us that we call as the stupid portion in our brains.

How is this so? Because logical thinking is not a common practice of the homo sapiens specially when we want something so bad. Yeah, I've been ludicurously stupid at some points in my life. But why should I care. I'm not alone.

Running After A Ghost @ 12 Past Midnight

10 Glorious Days. 10 Glorious Nights. 10 Amazing years. Still the memories of days gone by are presently mocking you. And, you actually say I am whoever I am by what past have given me. And, so we check again ourselves...

I have nothing against time and space. I have nothing against the illness of the human mind but to claim the glamours of sanity is such a very satiric of facing the illuminating light of today.

And for some reasons I see the face that opened the doorway to this psychological and emotional manifestations towards what common people call destiny. Destino. And we believe it.

The ghosts of younger years at 12 past midnight.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Decisions are Done for Reasons

I know sometimes it is hard to comprehend why things happen especially when it is decided by one person. But whatever it is for there will always be reasons. I guess, the only positive thing that we can do is to actually trust the person's choice since it wouldn't have been that way if there were other things that can be considered.

Respect what you see because that is something that has to be done. Not everything can be tagged as something that can be controlled by you. And if you can not see through various choices and events, then there must be some growing that you need to do.

Embrace growth...Embrace understanding...Then, you will truly appreciate life.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Life's So Complicated

Or is it really??? How much time do I need to flush out of my system the thought that I can't have what I wanted. I'm always at a momentum of seeking realities that could never be mine as much as I wanted them to be.

The feeling of hurt and anquish can't just be released due to the fact that I'm not whole yet. And if someone has the answer, I'm longing to hear it. What is it in me that I just can't let go of things and go with the rapid movement of time flawlessly, joining the forces of nature that allows me to breathe Oxygen.

My blood is red just like anybody's. But my heart never ceases to hurt. And I know when I sound like this, I'm at a point of pondering the inevitable to happen. And again, I ask: What is really inevitable for me?

Questions and always questions. Answers are present but are never accepted. But whatever reason it is, I will not loose the tiniest sanity that I still have. And is there really such a thing as sanity?

Sometimes, I want to be Veronica (Veronica Decides to Die by Paolo Coehlo). I want to be emersed in a world of make believe so that I will not fear the things that I want to do. Because when Veronica died, everything that she feared before was lost in eternity.

And so I sigh...And continue working with my stuff. I smile and continue to feed with people thoughts. I live and for whatever purpose that is. Sad to say...I am still human.

Monday, May 01, 2006

BORA AND MORE BORA




I couldn't believe...T'was just last week but it seems like it was a thousand years ago. Huh!!! I need more of Bora...The Pic would show. And more pics to come.

And so I seize, this opportunity to re-open my blog with a BIG BANG!!!